Thrill due to fear?

I hate thriller movies, any movies with ghosts in them (yet after I see it, I am encouraged and adrenalin is flying high), any thriller books or even the thought of walking on a dark lonely street lit by dim lights can make my skin curl. So when I read this article I tried to imagine the child’s glee or fear – hmmmm… I guess I would like to put myself into the minds of the children who are thrilled by this scare. What is interesting is that he assumes that the scares that he found thrilling are the same ones which will be enjoyed by others… isn’t it too late after the child/parents are scared to do it anymore?

On the other hand – perhaps there are too many other things to be scared off in life anyway – so maybe we should not grow up “afraid” of the unknown and the scary looking. Maybe we should embrace the unexpected…

I wonder what was the motivation behind him choosing this career – did he want to be in the circus before? Did he want to be a thriller movie creator?

News items today

Some of the news items I came across today are very interesting:

 stray snake

  • and it is really not a great time for the past President A P J Abdul Kalam.
  • First he was “frisked” in security check by Continental Airlines – “tauba! tauba!” – isn’t that a breach of our country’s status as a Republic? How dare a chota mota carrier like Continental insult a whole country’s honour? and on top of everything he did not even receive an apology for being frisked! Having no other urgent matter that is pressing regarding the governance of the country, the parliament spent sometime dealing with the waves created by this unpardonable breach of conduct by the all assuming American Airline.  Did you even realize that he had to undergo full body check and was even asked to remove his shoes? What outrage! Even I have had to undergo that just a few times.  “The frisking was absolutely unpardonable,” Minister of State for Civil Aviation Praful Patel said in the Rajya Sabha. “Action will be taken in accordance with the sentiments of the house.”

Kalam and Continental

  • and then today he was “forced” to walk for 15 minutes in search of his car in a private medical college premises. I wonder who forced him to walk… I mean now, if this is not violation of code of conduct to an ex-President what can it be? Of course, such code of conduct violation merits attention as one of the top stories of “The Hindu”  that too as the second link.

kalam and his car

Rendered speechless

A conversation with someone I have not been in touch with for years now. Today she pinged me on gmail. She lives in Bangalore.

R: u came down sometime?
me: no it is quite sometime now almost 2 years
R: ok.. Life has become that tough?
me: why tough?
R: that no holiday plans
or India is not a great location for your holiday?

I am still wondering how to answer that….

Woods are lovely dark and deep….

There was once a woodcutter, let us call him WCA. He was walking along the woods and he came across a sapling. There was another woodcutter, let us call him WCB, next to it. They both stared at the sapling together. They came closer and closer to the sapling in hesitation. What sort of sapling was it? They caressed the leaves in wonder. They noticed that it was a beautiful little sapling as they got closer to it – they were so struck by the beauty of the sapling that they did not notice the thorns below the leaves.

The next week this woodcutter WCA, brought some water for the sapling. He saw WCB with the fertilizer for the sapling. The sapling had grown a leaf and by one inch. He was interested that even in this heat it had not died. While WCB put the fertilizer for the sapling, WCA watered the sapling and they smiled at each other. As they continued to do this, without them noticing the rate was growth was increasing. The water and the fertilizer were doing the trick – the sapling was growing by a couple of inches each week and there were 2 leaves sprouting each week. This continued for a few months and they started planning together and decided what each one would do to make the sapling grow.

Now each week the trunk was becoming larger and the leaves were multiplying in dozens per week. In a very short time the sapling had become a huge tree with many leaves. As the huge tree larger than any other tree stood in the garden, One day, as woodcutters WCA and WCB walked around the tree to water the whole tree, they suddenly stopped. They stood next to it in wonder and looked at the monstrosity that they had created. The tree had grown much more than they had intended it to grow. They looked at each other in new awe not sure how much more the tree should grow.

WCA came to the tree with the tea leaves that were used that morning. Tea leaves are good fertilizers someone had told him. He was eager to share his new finding with WCB. He waited and waited and WCB never turned up. He continued to water the tree and put the fertilizer. Yet, it was not the same anymore. The tree was no longer growing at the same speed as it used to. Once he saw WCB around the corner and they both poured the water together but it was back to the same – WCB disappeared again.

The leaves of the tree started falling. WCA poured more water, tried different fertilizers. Yet, it made no difference – the leaves fell faster as the winds blew. One summer evening, he noticed that the tree was nearly bare of leaves – all the new fertilizers to increase the fertilizers were no good. He spent all day around the tree trying to build the right spirit, gardening the area around, trying to create a good atmosphere. All friends and loved ones told him to stop watering the tree – “it is no use” they said – “You are just spoiling your life – you are going mad”. WCA said – “we built it together – I cannot let it die. I am sure something will work and one day WCB will be back and he will be happy to see it alive and thriving”. His friends said: “You are crazy. WCB does not care about this tree as much as you do”.

Many seasons passed. WCB came into the town and left without visiting the tree. He came again and donated fertilzers to other gardens. The tree had become bare – WCA stopped reduced the frequency of watering the tree. Leaves sprouted for sometime… one evening WCB came with a few friends into the town. Their fireplace was empty. “I know a tree” – said Plumber, a friend of WCB. “It has only a few leaves. If we break a branch we will have enough wood for our fireplace”. So they went into the woods.

As WCA came into the woods, he heard some axes on some branches. Anxious about the protected tree he ran to the tree. There were a few people sinking their axes into one of the branches with all the power. Directed by Plumber, WCB and his friends were cutting the branch without the leaves on them. As he ran to the tree to stop them, WCB pushed him aside and threw a powerful blow with his axe into the branch. The branch fell down with a thud as the tree swang from left to right.

Villagers talk about the stump in the woods now. As months passed they saw WCA walking into the woods with a heavy axe. They heard one blow per day. They watched a man with a heavy axe on his drooping shoulders walk back. One evening a group of villagers went into the woods. They found a small stump with just one branch remaining. WCA raised his heavy axe and the blow fell. The last of the branches fell to the ground with a heavy thud. WCA turned around and walked out of the woods, out of the village and away towards the sea.

He was never heard of again. WCB and his friends come every year – each year they cut down a branch of a tree for fire in the fireplace. A couple of decades later heaters took the place of fireplace – but by then apartment buildings had taken the place of the woods. WCB lives in the penthouse of one of those apartments now.